So, here I go again.
It's quite rare for me to post twice on the same day. or maybe not exactly the same day (Since it has already pas midnight.) DIANA! You should be sleeping!
But nah... I'm not gonna sleep yet. I hate going to sleep without taking my time doing stuff that I wanna do. And while I'm doing my 'Stuff', I'm waiting for my boyfriend to be back home safe and sound. :)
then we can FaceTime and sleep at the same time. Sound so cheezy I know. But who cares... If love gotta be so mature and careful, then there's no fun to it.

Enjoy while that Young-Love-Hunger still exists in the relationship. 

There's nothing to lose anyway.

Love On! Whoot!

Haha. Whatever.

Just don't do anything stupid.

Love can be so cruel to your heart sometimes. 

Why I say this?

Because sometimes you don't really get to feel or hear what you really want from your partner, and yet, you'll still be in love with him no matter how much you've suffered because you know he does love you and you still love him just as much. See. Cruel yet Desired.

But I don't believe in what people express as 'True Love'. I don't believe there's such thing as being one's 'True Love'. 

Does that make someone your one and only one and no one else can replace him/her? 

Plus, if that is so, then how would you actually know if you haven't yet meet every single bachelor on earth? How can you be so sure about that person then? There might be someone out there who is much much better and is truly someone who is a perfect match that suits your very own personality, attitude, lifestyle and pretty much everything.

Or is it because that person is your 'True Love' as whatever that he/she has is enough for you?

What I'm trying to get at here is that 'True Love' (to me) is not about being that Special Someone or that One and ONLY one or the Perfect Soulmate. No.

It's about being able to find a partner who you can put your trust into, be loyal with, rely on and most importantly: 

Build that special relationship Together.

You can only clap with two hands.

Or was it

You can't clap with only one hand.

You get what I mean~

But hey, even if I just say this kind of deep (or not so deep) lovey stuff, I'm no real expert. 

I'm still learning and I'm just trying my best. Because I know, my boyfriend is trying his best too. 

What actually got me writing about this, is my parents. My father is one of the world's most stubborn human who refuse to understand the reason behind his wife's sensitive behaviour. Although he is no doubt a great father and occasionally a good, understanding husband, he lacks the ability to read and manage situations that involves the feeling of his heartbroken wife.

And at the same time, my dear mother, who can be extremely sensitive and someone who probably have a Master of Over-thinking, can take things to another level very easily. 

They've been through a lot of miscommunications through their whole entire marriage. I hate to see them suffer but some things just can't be controlled. Changing one's attitude is always hard. 

What they can do is just to accept the negative part of their partner. There's always sacrifices to be made but at the end of the day, these sacrifices should never be regretted but instead be proud of. 

Guess that's all for tonight. 

Time to Knock Off. 

OYASUMI~ <3