Brunch @ Bread Society
Suntec City
Usually we would then watch our next best alternative but there wasn't any that I wanted to watch. I'm VERY picky with watching movies in Cinemas actually. Movies that I would watch on the big screen would usually be those that are highly recommended or received awesome reviews.
So, as soon as I realised that there's nothing else that interests me, I felt like cycling. The decision to go cycling was very impromptu and I wasn't really thinking about the weather. I even forgot that there's haze and it's blazing hot. But, being the fast thinking Polar Bear my boyfriend is, he already planned the route on how we're gonna make our way there already. I love how he is always ok with all my unpredictable hasty decisions. :)
So we end up going to Parkway Parade and then walked around for a couple hours before we head down to East Coast Park for a ride. At that time, I was already on a mood swing and I suddenly don't feel like going cycling anymore. I always feel guilty whenever I have these mood swings. It's not like I want to be like that. I just don't feel like talking much and I don't smile at all. Polar bear would get really worried when I'm quiet. He's been asking "Daijoubu??? Daijoubu Anata?" allllll the way. Kept asking me whenever he can. He has that sad but concerned look on his face. And I actually really appreciate every single time he ask me. Who wouldn't love a caring Lovable Boy. <3
So halfway, we stopped at the "Foodcourt" (I forgot the name) there, where there's plenty of stalls selling seafood and satay-man trying their best to grab customers. We had Sugar Cane drink and just rest there for a few minutes. After that, we went to a near-by "Rock" (those protruding out parallel to the shore...there's probably a name for it that we learned in Sec 2 Geography. I forgot.) and had some couple time there. It was so windy and nice. I lay down on his lap and even fell asleep after he massaged my back.
Sunset
You know what, blogging really helps me remember the stuff that I did in the day and Seriously appreciate the things that I have like this Polar Bear here. Such a sweet heart. Maybe that's why I'm fell in love with him. Although I don't believe in love, this relationship is just so magically wonderful when you think back about it. Well... He tried his best to make it like that, so he deserves an applause. :)
Next Up!
My Parents.
Haiyaiiyayayaiii~
I wish my father can sincerely love my mother.
Frankly, I don't think he really do loves her at all.
My mother came home very late, didn't answer our calls and got us very worried. She's sick but she still went to work because no one was able to replace her. And since she got her feelings hurt by my father, I wasn't surprised that she didn't feel like coming home today. But still, I was worried. Papa tried to call her multiple times but I could see that he wasn't really worried for her. He looked like he was forced to do it because he has his responsibility as a husband. I was mad at him when he said "I've got work tmr...why is she doing this...", then he looked down like as if he is the sole victim here. I have my limits at trying to understand someone. Yes, I can tell that he is tired. BUT! He's not the only one working! He shouldn't have complained and only think about himself. He should be worried about mama and be sincerely worried. Not worried just because she's his wife.
At that point, He did lose a little respect from me. He should have been mature enough to throw away his pride and stop hurting Mama's feelings.
Unfortunately, since I am only his daughter, I have no right to scold him and show how mad I am.
All I did was lectured him a bit and said "Stop It Already PAPA.", then glared at him slightly.
I wish my parents would fall in love with each other again.
Ahhh... I need to study ECONS and do project research and codings!
Haiz... For the next couple of days. This is me.
xoxo,
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